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Harmonicon • The Pain • The Relief • Echoes of the Past • On Tape • ℗ Surprise!
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Remember the last work I shared - Silent Countdown? Its making started just before my health issues began at the end of 2022. During my stay in the hospital which lasted for two months, the only sound generator I composed was a drone sound. Today, this particular sound has a distinctive meaning and symbolizes an important part of my life.
My initial weeks in the hospital were characterized by intense pain. No medication could alleviate it; time seemed to freeze, and life appeared to be on hold. Despite this, there were periods when the pain subsided, granting me moments of tranquility.
During these quieter times, I wondered if I could convey my personal experience through sound. My aim was not to create a direct audio representation of my pain. It wasn't about evoking empathy through an auditory expression of suffering. Instead, my intention was to create a sound that captured the complex, nuanced, and layered emotional journey I was on.
This sound echoes a challenging time, so I invite you to listen to it quietly and deeply. In doing so, you may find reflections of your own narratives of struggle and resilience. You may hear pain, hope, strength, relief, or perhaps a blend of all; every listener will interpret this sound differently.
In tough times, inner strength often shows up unannounced. That's what this drone reminds me of.
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Nature sounds are recorded in the field, and musical soundscapes are composed by musicians. Generative AI is never used to create myNoise soundscapes. Learn more here.
